I thought it was time to put a little something on here as so much has happened over the past 6 months or so.  I am now a very proud grandparent to a very lovely granddaughter. There is however still ongoing issues in my personal life but hey such as life.  The only difference now is I can deal with almost most of it in a more laid back not so troubled way, life is way too short to get steamed up about matters out of my control.....what will be ...will be and if it was not meant to be then so be it! And so the next chapter begins!

The anguish and worry that comes with umcertainty.  Something left unsaid leaves the thoughts of what, who, where, when and why?  Trying hard to not convey about the feelings that are really being felt in case the truth and reality is more or less is a first suspected.  Deception especially to yourself is hard, cruel and unkind and twists the concept of the mind. The only outcome will be torture and pain just like blunt knives hacking away at the exposed flesh creating weaping wounds that never heal. When will this all end? ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

So many twist and turns, Ups and downs, going round never knowing whats around the next corner!  Somewhere out there hope is on the horizon ..... it seems so far away in the distance. A thought, a wish come what may tomorrow is yet another day! Beyond these walls behind closed doors climbing up steep hills the curtain of truth opens destiny prevails!  Don't give up just yet the voice screams perseverance and patients will eventually see you through so hold on tight! As rough as it may seem at the time the results will be worth it all in the end.  Trust your instincts as they are rarely wrong.  THIS TIME WILL PASS. You know who you are and I hope you understand this message. 

A lot has happened over the past 6 months.  I have been pre-occupied with home and family issues most are still ongoing.  Life goes on regardless!  I have also had a very busy social life with partys and such like! This year so far I have been to 2 hen nights, 2 weddings, 2 18ths birthdays, an 80th birtday, seen a local amiture show, a 50th birthday, a 60th birthday, a Bon Jovi concert, been on 2 holidays, visited castles, travelled the countryside and so on!  Going to another Wedding on 13th September my best friend is gettting married for the second time!  I have a new man in my life, in fact I met him at one of the partys above!  Just taking one day at a time.  I am having a birthday party myself next week. Its a fancy dress masquerade ball. I am planning to be the belle of the ball or even be cinderella and have a prince charming by my side! Will update another time when i find some time to do so!

The past 6 months have been a rollercoaster of events and emotions......... At one point I thought I was going to lose my house, my kids and my job. So much was happening in a very short period of time, all the things that mattered the most were concentrated and very intense to breaking point! Not only that but having to cope day to day making important decisions alone with no back up or safety net learning to face the consequences of my own actions. Whatever choices I made affected not just myself but my imediate family. However it is far from over there is still a long way to go before lots of loose ends can be tied up but life is like that and I intend to enjoy riding the rollercoaster of life holding on tight to the highs and freefalling with the lows.

Went to a wedding party reception on Saturday 2nd Feb, had a great time,kissed and hugged the groom! Photos are yet to follow. I did what I usually do, danced all night long and got the nik name of "Everyready" and "duracell" as i was dancing and dancing non stop from 8pm till 11.30pm! What can I say I just love to dance and once the music plays...... I am in a world of my own! Got home just before midnight still buzzing! Ready for the next party next week! "Dont stop the music"

I like to draw sketches or some kind of artwork. I need a muse or some inspirations I would only be too happy to take requests from anyone! Leave a message for your request and I will try and fulfill this art wise ofcourse!

January....... An old bosses 70th...... A hen night for a work colleague

February..... My niece's 18th....... A wedding for a work colleague.... my daughters birthday

March.......... My Step dad 80th ....A work colleague 60th ....my daughters birthday

July......... My mums birthday

August......... work colleagues 50th

September.... another hen night....another wedding and a 40th ....my daughters birthday

November..... another 60th .......my daughters birthday

December ..... another 60th

Whilst most of us were celebrating New year and new start for 2008, there were a few experiencing tragedy. It hits hard when the tragedy is a lot closer to home and makes you feel more humble, appreciative and be more grateful for each and every day. I have very little to complain about in general and for that I am truely thankful.  My thoughts go out to those who have encountered such tragic circumstances over the festive period.

What a day , rain more rain followed by more rain as I dont drive to work I got soaked right though to my undies! brrr had to get changed as soon as i got to work stripped off and dried off before starting the day!

Still searching to find old friends and making new ones alaong the way. Does anyone know

A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom? "How can that be if you've been married ten times?"

 "Well, Husband #1was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be.

Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me.

Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up.

Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.

Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.

 Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was his job or not.

Husband #7 was in marketing: although he hade nice product, he was never sure how to position it.

Husband #8was a psychologist: all he ever did was talk about it. Husband #9was a gynaecologist: all he did was look at it.

Husband #10 was stamp collector: all he ever did was... God! I miss him!

But now that I've married you, I'm really excited!" "Good," said the new husband, "but, why?" "You're a lawyer. This time I know I'm going to be screwed!"

  I'm a naughty angel
You might look like an angel, but when you walk by, people aren't thinking angellic thoughts. Your touch makes the boys feel like they're in heaven